Anyone who is around me on a consistant basis knows that often times I say the phrase..."Not I, said Lauren." It sounds silly but all it means is not me, or "I am not the one" (another phrase I say often ) I have decided that I will no longer be the one. I will no longer be the person who will be a sponge and soak up yours or anyone elses drama. I am now starting to reject my own drama and no longer have the time, energy or patience to listen to or be party to your drama. It is exhausting. I know that I have done a prettty good job at stoking the fires to perpetuate the never ending drama that is your story. But sadly they're slowly becoming indirectly my own. This notice is to let it be known, that I AM NO LONGER THE ONE. I take full accountability for my prior actions and my role in making these vicious and unecesssary circles continue but I apologize and gracefully bow out because like I said earlier I AM NO LONGER THE ONE!
Don't be upset. It's not you. It's me. I fucked up before. I'm trying to grow now.
Thank You, That is All.
I am not one of those cool kids who consistenly blogs and my first post in quite some time unfortunately isn't all that great but I had to get it off my chest.
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2 comments:
I love you laurennnn! I feel you on this though.
Damn, thats wassup tho u can't let other people's lives become so entwined with your own you start to lose perception of what's what, so long as your focused thats what counts. <2
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