Enjoying It

Random Person: What you doing today?

Me : Nothing much...enjoying my extended vacation

Random Person : So basically you're doing nothing with your life?

Me: Yup, it's a full time job and I can't take a break from it right now, gotta call you back.

I haven't enjoyed a break this much in as long as I can remember. Not too long and not to short. Just enough time to revamp, and rejuvenate myself for the hard work that I know I have ahead of me in the semester to come. This entire year as I reflect, I feel as though I have had the same type of growth spurt as a 13 year old boy. My voice has changed- Its a lot softer, less angry and a hell of a lot less loud. I've gotten a lot taller as well - I hold my head up a little bit higher and walk with more confidence. I have matured major. He-said-she said and getting the last word are things that I have no use for anymore. And damnit; it feels AMAZING! And I owe it all to this 3 week break where I had nothing to do but enjoy my own company, think and spend some quality time praying; with his help I have put a lot of things into perspective and I feel indestructible, unshakable and lethal to anyone who may try and deter me.

::insert exhale here::